regret

I missed an opportunity. A big one. Because I'm always so afraid to step out of my comfort zone. I love my comfort zone. I'm safe here. But also, there's no growth here. Now, I've missed my chance. 

I'm so angry at myself, to be honest. I could have done so much. But now it's too late. The wave of regret washes over me like a strong current. I will drown. I need a buoy. I need a distraction. I need to calm down. 

Father Time, can you wind your hands back and give me a chance to re-do things? Pretty please?

Also, I'm back. Hi.